diary april/mai 2004.

Since this week I am able to, when I lay in my bed, turn around on my right-side which I was not able to do for a long time. So now I can blow in JETZES face. Up till now I was lying on my back or left-side. So you will understand that I am enjoying myself. 
And a very big DAH, because I keep on showing that I am getting better. When will someone stand up and explain to me what is going on? Very often they said to me in the rehab that I would never get any better than I was. Well, when I had listened then I would never get as far as I am now. So doctors look out what you say to patients because maybe you will stop the healing proces in a person. If I had listened to a doctor I still would be locked-in.........

love, Marjan