diary May 2006

3 weeks ago started to drink by myself again and my stomach drain hasnít been used ever since.
To become this far it was a bit scary just like when you walked alone as a small child or when you swam without those arm floats
Now I am drinking out of a cup for little children where trough the fluid goes slower and in little sips just like our little children used to learn it.
All goes well and I enjoy tasting everything now in stead of pumping it in my stomach.
The problem now is that I have to learn how to drink again without making a big disaster of it.
I am looking forward to my first cold beer during a hot day.


love, Marjan